Thursday, March 19, 2009

another reason i'm glad i'm sober

the student loan people called me today at work. i was about ready to scream at the lady cause i was having a bad day and no one likes to hear that they owe someone fifteen grand and some change. oh and that they are going to start garnishing my wages. so anyway i took a minute to think and stayed on the phone instead of hanging up (which i totally would have done before) and got all of the info, asked questions, was super polite, and took care of business. yay! and i'm not completely freaking out about it. that's some serious progress if i do say so myself. financial burdens are one of the things that i haven't really tackled yet, so this was a good start. slowly but surely i'll take care of business.

there are so many reasons why my life is awesome these days. i'm getting married to the love of my life, my best friend and the person who believes in me more than anyone in the whole world. i'm tatttooing on a semi regular basis and I LOVE IT, i've got a stable job that gives me health insurance, and i'm finally starting to develop a spiritual life that i'm happy with. not to mention that i'm doing weight watchers with my mom and i lost twenty lbs! i've got a great sponsee who is doing great in the program and i get to see her go thru recovery and all of the positive changes it brings. oh and i've also been going to the denist (dr. cheppa rules) and taking care of some problems that have had me anxious for a good while now. action action action. or as henry rollins says don't think about it, DO IT! totally the motto for 2009. anyway i'm going to go eat some pasta and watch ANTM. xoxox

ps. watch rupaul's drag race. you won't be sorry. nina flowers 4 ever. ttfn